Uneventful days go on..

If it is meant to be uneventful here, I 'd rather achieve something , in other words, make one event for myself.

If it is hard to expect something new happening here, why do I let uneventful days bring me down everyday. It is pointless.

I realized this today..

I was so stupid of regretting of time being fly so fast, and worrying about me aging.. rather than figuring out the reality in here, and coming up with more constructive idea.. What a shame.. Of course without any effort from my side, no one really gives me a reason to live..especially here. !!

So.. why not trying harder??